Chapter-9
Jade's POV
What did I do?
How can I?
Why did I?
I should not get attracted to him. I should not have kissed him like that. He may think that I still have feeling for him.
You have feelings for him. Don't lie to yourself.
My sub-consciousness yelled in my mind.
Okay I agree not just feelings I love him. But still I want to live my life not sit there and be beside him all the time like a toy under him arm.
It feels like a cage when he doesn't let me out. I feel like a parrot in it.
He is scared that something will happen to me. Nothing will happen. I can defend myself. i am not a school girl. I am 36 years old now.
I can't help but feel how good it felt to kiss him fully and I still feel the tingles. Thanks to Will otherwise we don't know what we would have done.
I miss him. I really do, but I myself want a life in which not just him, but also I should be in it.
After all these years when I turn around and see only he is there in it, I can't even see myself in it. I forgot who I am, What I am. It's like he is living my life too.
That's why I ran from him. To live life, to invent myself again. To discover what I am.
Everything was going good until he returned back.
After the kiss I went straight to dance school cause I was already late by then.
Mostly teens come there for salsa and western dance. There are still other dance styles being taught there.
As soon as I went I am greeted by Mary.
"Hey Jade, what's up, Late today? You don't like it when your students are late".
I don't like it when my students are late. Whatever their reasons maybe they should come on time.
See what you have done Jordan?
"Yeah. Personal reasons", I said and walked away quickly before she can ask another question,
I went straight to class and they are doing warm ups. They stopped as they saw me come.
"Good morning everyone. Sorry class I am late today. Okay let's start the western dance first".
They all nodded and started doing it. They practiced for some time. I showed them some moves and corrected their mistakes.
After two hours or so everyone took break. I am tired too. Then after break everyone started dancing again. Soon it's afternoon.
"Okay class I want to announce you something, we are having a stage show that is to be performed soon in a month and I will be selecting the pair in a weak. So practice well".
Their faces lit up as I said about competition. After that they left. From 2.00 P.M kids come to class and I jus love them. They are all so cute. They are all just 4-12 age kids. We all have a lot of fun.
Soon it was 5.00 P.M and the class is over. I took all my things and left to go home.
As soon as I went home my eyes without my permission fell on the neighbours house. Their door is closed, maybe they went outside. Why would I care? But where might have he gone?
And you say you don't care.
My sub-consciousness piped in.
I quickly disposed the thought and went inside my house and went directly into my room. I took a bath and went to the kitchen.
I am feeling very hungry. So I started making some spaghetti and tried to make chicken fry. While the oil is burning I kept stirring spaghetti adding all the ingredients to it.
Then my hand suddenly hit the handle of the pan in which oil is burning and it all fell on my palms. I shouted due to the burning feeling and it hurt a lot. Tears due to pain came out of my eyes. I rubbed them with the back of my hand and went to grab the first aid kit, but the door bell rang.
Who could be now? I went to the door and saw Jordan. Right what I needed now. I quickly hid my hands behind me otherwise he will make a scene of it and take me back without my permission.
"Hi", I said a little uncomfortable.
He looked suspicious. I didn't let him in cause he will know if he came inside.
"Hi. Is something wrong Jade?", he asked suspiciously.
"N-no why?", I stuttered.
"Jade you don't know how to lie".
"Nothing is wrong seriously", I said confidently.
"Okay", he seemed to believe ie and started to come inside. I blocked his way.
"What do you want?", I asked him so he can't come in.
"You know. I don't know how to cook so my neighbour may let eat food in their house I thought and also my neighbour is hot", he said cockily. I looked down and saw I am wearing 3/4 shorts and a tank top which is a little tight for me and my hair is in a bun and I am wearing my glasses.
I know he is making reasons so he can come and see me. But I can't let him in now. From when did he started being cocky.
"I still didn't make food I will call you when I make it, now go", I said lifting my chin to tell him to go out.
"So desperate to send me away huh? But that's not easy Jade try hard", he said while pushing past me and coming in.
"Hey you can't co-", I started to say but realized there is no use of that and stayed quiet and stood there.
"Why are you standing Jade no one gave you punishment come sit here", he said tapping his lap.
Okay I should stop myself from going there and sit on his lap. I gave him a glare and he sighed turning his head away.
Then he turned to me and looked at me up and down. I felt a little a uncomfortable. Then his face turned into a frown.
"Jade why are you putting your hands back and what is that smell?", he asked.
Oh no!
He suddenly came and held my wrists and pulled them from back. Rage built in my eyes.
"Jade what is this?", he shouted. I cringed back a Little.
I stayed silent, but that made him more angry.
"Talk Jade. I asked you something", he yelled.
How can I? When you are looking at me with those dark black eyes.
"Jade", he shouted.
"Oil fell on my hands while I was cooking, no big deal", I said.
"No big deal. Jade your hands are burning and you say no big deal. See how red they became. This is all because of me. If I was here none of this would have happened. If you were in our home you doesn't even need to cook. Now see what happened", he scolded me like I was a little child.
He held them and letting cool air fall on my palms with his mouth.
"How careless have you become, huh?", he scolded again. For god sake I am not a kid.
I tried to take them back but he held them tightly and gave me a look. I stopped trying.
"Where is first aid kit?", he asked irritatedly.
"In the kitchen", I replied.
He made me sit on the sofa and went inside kitchen. I heard him curse ans shout probably he must have seen the condition of kitchen.
He came after a few minutes. His face is emotionless. He placed the kit on the tepoy and took me bridal style, I tried to get out of his grip but he gave he a glare and I stopped. He sat on the sofa with me on his lap.
He took the kit and opened it. He searched for the ointment and found it. He opened it and applied a little on my palms smoothly with his rough hands. Tingles running with full speed.
I let out small sounds cause it's burning.
He kissed my forehead and hugged me tight to his chest.
"Why Jade you can live happily with me without all this but no you have to be stubborn", he said calmly and laid my head on his chest.
No no no I shouldn't be doing this. I got out of his lap.
"Uh uh so I didn't cook food right I think you should go home", I said looking everywhere but him.
He sighed and got up. He silently went outside.
Good and I went into kitchen and tried to cleaned all the mess, but that didn't happen.
Suddenly Jordan came in without permission which shocked me. How did he come inside?
And he is carrying some bags in his hands.
"Jordan how did you come inside?".
"Well someone forgot to lock their door. How can you be so reckless Jade? Anyone can come in".
Ugh! Not again. He is going to give lecture now.
"Jordan stop it. I am not in mood for your lecture", I said annoyed.
That made him angry.
"You think I am lecturing, you-", I cut him off before he can start.
"What are those in your hands?".
"Food, you can't make today so I bought them for us".
"Thanq".
"No need to love". I rolled my eyes.
He placed the bags on the counter and took out plates and made me sit on the dining table.
He came and sat down on the other side of the table and patted his lap.
"No I am not coming there. I am comfortable here", I said and looked away.
"Come here Jade", he said seriously and his look scared me.
I sighed and stood up and slowly made my way to him and sat on his lap. He has a small smile on his lips.
"Why are you smiling?".
"Nothing, you moving that sexy ass of yours bought nasty thoughts into my mind".
Pervert. Idiot. I hit his chest, but hurt myself.
"Careful Jade", he said with concern. This is what I missed, he treats me like princess.
"You are a father Jordan and you are 38 years old, but your thoughts are still like a horny teenager", I scolded him.
"I can't help it now. Can I?".
I rolled my eyes and my gaze fell on food, he noticed it and took a spoon and put it in my mouth. I ate without questioning all of it and felt full. He kept kissing my cheek while feeding me and I didn't protest. I love it and missed it. I ate like a small kid.
I felt so tired and my eyes are dropping.My head fell on something warm and I fell asleep.
Someone kissed my forehead and hugged me tight. It felt good.
"Good night Jade. I love you".
With that I fell into deep slumber.
A/N:
Hey guys!
I know this chapter sucks a little. Okay a lot.
But it contains lots of, lots of, lots of love.
Please VOTE and COMMENT.
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