Chapter-4
Jade
I woke up to the sound of birds chripping.Don't know why but I had the best sleep of the year, just like I have when I sleep with Jordan.
Oh Jordan I miss him more than anything.I want to go back but I can't I don't want to live in that prison.
I sat and rubbed my eyes to get clear vision.I tied my hair back into a bun which is falling on my face
"Good morning love", I turned my hear to the source of sound and I saw the most captivating green eyes that I knew too well and that I dream of every night.I am shocked to see him here.
What's he doing here?Is he here to get me back with him?No, I will not go back tp that place.Never.After 18 years I have my freedom and I am not going to loose it easily without a fight.
"You?".
"Yes me".He still looks gorgeous, even at this age.With his thight jeans and black V-neck T-shirt.I looked at his face seems like he didn't sahve in a long time.
"How?".How did he know I am here.No one knows I am here except.......Alex.No Alex would not do that to me, he promised me he would not do that and keep my where abouts a secret.Then how did he find me?
"That my dear I will tell you later. Now pack your stuff we are going back".
"What?".No no no this is not happennig.This cannot be happenning.Not now. Not when I am totally free and started feeling life.
"Do I need to repeat myself?"
"No I am not comig back with you", I said sternly.I don't want to, but I know he will make me.By now I sure I had tears in my eyes and flowed freely down.He came near me and rubbed tears of my face.
"Either you pack or I will pack the stuff".I can't understand one minute he rubbs off my tears and did not even ask why they are flowing.
"No please I don't want to come with you".
"You are coming back or I will-".
"Or what you will use your alpha command on me to take back with you?Still I am not coming.If you use your alpha command I will die but not cme with you", I said back.I am myself shocked that I did that I talked back to him.Good now that I did I am not backing down.
Shock decorated his handsome features.
I will fight for my freedom.
"What is this Jade?You don't dare talk back to me"
"Why?Why can't I?Oh cause you are an alpha.Well I don't care.I am not coming back with you and that's final".
"I am an alpha, your alpha you will do what I say.Why are you being stubborn?"
"I am not being stubborn.I am just saying I don't want to come with you.That's it".
"Why are you doing this to me?"
"What why am I doing to you?What about what you did to me"
"What did I do.I always gave my first preference and tried to be the best mate that I can be always there with you in everything.I gave you all my attention.I loved you uncnditionally.I gave you money,security and what not.But still you are not satisfied.I gave you everything you wished and desired without question and this is how you repay me back,by hurting me.I gave you everything and in return I asked only on thing to love me back.Can't you even give me that?Or have you been cheating me on my back.Is there some lover other than me.Then let me make this clear to you.I will kill whoever it is and-"
"Shut up Jordan.What do you think of yourself huh?Don't you dare say you love mecause you don't.First I don't have any secret lover.Second don't ever dare to say that you gave me everything that I want cause you never once asked me what I want, even if say you don't care about me and say to do what you said me to do.If I don't do what you say you simply use your alpha command on me and make me do it.Is this how you behave with the person you love?If this is love then I don't want it"
By now my face is fully covered with tears and from my blurring vision I look up to see Jordan, but instead met his dark black eyes fuming in anger which means his wolf is in control and he is right in front of my face, even if I move a little I will kiss him.
"Jade never you ever I repeat my self ever means never ever say that I dan't love you.Got it?"He said looking straight into my eyes that scared me shitless.I lust nodded my head
I know I shouldn't have said that cause I know he loves me so much more than he loves Alex.
"Good and don't you ever say that I didn't listen to you wishes.I made sure everyday every minute you have everything you want and need.I have never left your side a minute of a day.What more do you want love?"He all but shouted at me moving back a little.
"Oh so you gave me everything?"
"Yes".
"Then what about our marriage that I asked when Alex was born?"
"Okay except that I gave you everything, even that thing about marriage I didn't it's important cause it's not that important in werewolf world".He replied annoyinly.
"Okay, let's forget about that thing.You know everything about me right my faourites and things that I don't like?", I asked looking at him.He nodded his head yes looking straight into my eyes.
"Well then answer this and I will come back with you right now.Okay?"
"Okay".He said arrogantly.I am definitely going to win this.
"What's my favourite ice-cream flavour?". He smiled triunmphantly and replied arrogantly.
"Vanilla"
"Wrong.It's choclate". It's my turn to smile.
"Now you know how much you know me.You know nothing about.You never once tried to know me.All you want is for me to be clingy with you like you have been.You want me to fall at your feet and worship you.You want to be dominanat in our relationship.And let me remind you there will never be any dominant in a relationship, both are equal.From the starting of our relationship you never once took me on a date, leave date you didn't even let me go outside the house wihout you by my side.I am sick and tired of that".I said while tears are fercely falling down my face.
His face held confusion and disappointment.
"Why didn't you tell me all this before?".He asked me slowly.
"I thought you will understand, but you never did".
"Then why did you stay tii that long?".
"I thought you might change, but I was wrong.If it wasn't for Alex I would have left a long time ago".
"So you never loved me all this time?It was just Alex all along?".
"No. I did love you, but I gave you time to change.Sure I might not have said that to you, but I can hope right".
"Do you still love me?".I didn't dare look up.Cuse if I look up he will know that I am still in love with him and will take me back with him which I don't want.
"Answer me love".He said impatiently.I stood there staring at my feet.
"I said answer me Jade".He shouted.
I looked up his eyes boring into mine staring at my soul,"yes".
He looked relieved and let out a breathe that he was holding.
"Then come with me back please.All I want is just to hug you,kiss you,play with your hair.touch you,make out with you and love you.Damn.I missed you so much.I am heart broken love.The day you left I am literally dead.Please Jade, please come back.I will change for you", he said with tears in his eyes, holding my hands and I can't take it anymore.But I still stood my ground.Cll me selfish, but I still want my freedom.
"No, Jordan.Even if I come with you, you may change after sometime and become the old person you are.All you do is lock me in that house which is my cage and keep like a parrot in it.I don't want that life.I want to fly,rise,fall,run.I want to live.I want to live my life in my way.My rules.Not some one always saying me what to do and ordering me all the time"
"No love please don't do this to me. Please come back.I want you.I need you", he said attaching his forehead to mine, nuzzling his nose with mine.
"No Jordan this is my final decision, go or otherwise I will call cops".He smiled.
"Do you think cops can stop me?", he said in a husky voice.
"Yes", my voice is bearly a wisper.
With that he attached his lips to mine forcely and tenderly, dominating the kiss and entering my mouth, winning the tongue war wanting control. Control freak.
The kiss lasted for few minutes and I pulled away not able to breathe.But he ontinud kissing medown my neck. Suddenly realising what's happenning I pushed him away.
"What are you doing Jordan, weshouldn't be doing this"
"Don't say me what to do and what not to do.You are mine and I will do what the fuck I want to do with you", he said holding me against his body with one hand and the other hand holding my right hand back, my left hand on his chest.
"That is what is my problem Jordan, you think of me as a toy that is made for you.Not a living being,Always do what you say.I am a human I also have feelings, wants and much more.But you never cared. All you have in you dictionary is you,you and only you.Now leave me alone and never come back, I dont want you".I spat on his face.
"That will never happen love.I will never leave you".He stated.
"If you don't leave me I will leave and never come back.I will not tell anyone about my whereabouts and you can suffer in hell".
"No.No love please don't do that".
"Then leave now and never come back".
"I can't love".
"If you love me go out NOW".
He didn't say another word he left without another word going downstairs.Iopened the door for him.He went out but turned towards me."Can I come and visit sometimes.Please love don't say no".
"Okay",my voice was barely a wisper.He smiled a little.He turned around and I the door and leaned to the door falling to the ground.
I bought my knees to my chest, putting my haed on my knees and let all the tears scilently.
"I love you Jade.My love, my life.With all I have and I will never stop even if I die.May even after my death", I heard those words faintly from otherside of the door and knew who said them.
Me too. I thought to myself.
A/N:
Hey guys bow is the chapter.
Well this chapter might be boring.
It may seem like the end, but just now the story started and lot of fun, seduction and possessiveness is on the way.
Next chapter is going to be a little fun and romantic with a tint of humor.
It will be in Jordan's POV.
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